When the world falls down

When the world falls down Where do you stand  You can let your legs dangle my friend Just give me your hand  Nyx    Image source https://www.tumblr.com/blog/lust-is-me

She exists in shadows

She exists in shadows  Wishing she could forget  The day she first saw you  The smile across your face If only there was a way  That the memory could be erased  These memories of perfection  Eat at her heart She should have know there would be a cost  Right from the start  She followed you … Continue reading She exists in shadows

Free Fall

There it is again The calm that slows my beating heart I am so grateful for the sound of music as it soothes my soul It fills the void... the sinking growing black hole Today it's Tom Petty that makes me smile Telling me to free fall out into nothing To jump and leave this … Continue reading Free Fall

Lost 

I feel lost today And I hope that no one can see The sadness behind my eyes as the ground beneath my feet is swept away My heart breaks moving from one place to the next I am so tired of smiling...and pretending to be ok I just want to be alone My foundation is gone … Continue reading Lost 

Wanderer

I have to leave my home again  There is no changing who I am  A wanderer... a traveler till the end  Nyx Image Source  https://www.flickr.com/photos/144545899@N08/

As the colors fade

Today I dream of fields with flowers  Valleys and streams of beauty  Today I see the colors light up the sky  As the wind picks up and lifts the leaves up high  I wait and watch as the colors fade...as the sun starts to set and the moon begins to rise  It is in between … Continue reading As the colors fade

My best friend #2

In my darkest hour I cling to him My best friend...my kin What would I do without him Nyx

Agony

As soon as I stop moving As soon as my mind stills...  I am flooded with agony It is not a memory...it is not a face It is just all consuming heartache All I see is darkness...bleak and black Why can I never slow down...without the pain slamming me back This is why I move so quickly...this … Continue reading Agony

When everything shatters

It is only when you have lost it all  That you can see how far you can fall  It is only when everything shatters  That you see what really matters  When all you see is darkness... you can still find the way As the light filters through the sky  As the sun still rises each … Continue reading When everything shatters

Darkness didn’t come out today 

Back and forth we go... my mind spins  Sometimes too fast...sometimes too slow  I need something else...I need something more  Where are you darkness...let's settle the score  I'm not feeling right...but you haven't found me yet Guess you are delayed...holding my broken heart in your hands  There is something wrong with me darkness  Did you … Continue reading Darkness didn’t come out today