I’m alive

Here comes the pain again  Grips me so hard I cannot stand  Tears apart my chest  Tears apart my soul At least I know I'm alive 

Everything is temporary

The reality is Everything is temporary Nothing is meant to last This is why life is so precious This is why it passes by so fast I try to live in each moment I try to see the good in it all But sometimes something stops me I wish that I was ignorant to the … Continue reading Everything is temporary

Beauty lies within

Beauty exists not in what we look like  But in who we truly are  Beauty is in our actions  Our empathy  Our understanding of each other  Beauty exists in the selfless  The people who take a moment  To show kindness to someone in pain  This makes someone beautiful  Not the outer layer, the skin  Beauty … Continue reading Beauty lies within

Mortar and stone

I long to be covered in brick With mortar and stone With walls so thick No one can get to me No one can push through Just leave me alone That is all that I ask of you

Dead heart

It is hard to disappoint me  I have no expectations  I don't expect your love  I don't expect your obligations  All I ask is  Don't fuck with my head  Don't give me false hope  Just leave a broken heart dead Nyx

Every single day

If you leave  I will go  I will find another way  But if you stay  I will make  You love me more  Every single day 

We can pretend

We can pretend That it is ok We can pretend That words do not matter Deep down everyone knows That this is not true  

Rain drops

I listen to the sound  As I hear the rain drops Fall to the ground  I smell the dirt in the air  How I long to be out there  Turning around in the rain  With my true love watching me  This is where I long to be   Nyx

The Universe # 2

Does the universe separate souls Take half of who you are Then put that half far out of reach What do you endure to find that half What obstacles do you face Do you earn that half of yourself back After years of turmoil and heartache Through the trials and tribulations of this life If … Continue reading The Universe # 2

Guiding light

She suffered in ways That only he could see As he watched her face challenges In the dark What he did not know Was that his eyes were her stars Her guiding light In her darkest moments He gave her sight When she could not see He gave her what she needed He set her … Continue reading Guiding light