Darkness will follow me wherever I go In the end everyone goes away Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy He is my reality I try to push him aside But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain He sees my weakness He sees my shame He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…
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Free Fall #2
Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested To see just how much I can take Sometimes I just do not understand Why I never seem to land It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground All I feel is everything pushing me down What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2
I wish for peace tonight
The loneliness grips my beating heart It crushes my chest It rips me apart When I sit still it all comes back All the pain All the heartache Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight
Steady and slow
As the ground is swept away My direction is gone I fight for strength I fight to hold on I know longer see A clear path before me I know longer know Which step to take I know longer see Past this freaking earth quake I thought I knew before What I would see … Continue reading Steady and slow
Strike back
Is everyone really against me Or have I just lost my mind I'm too lost to see Who is really genuine Who is really kind I am reminded of a time When life was a consistent slap People would find me Shove me into a trap Lock the door then turn the key I was … Continue reading Strike back
Whispering in my ear
Sometimes I can not help but wonder Do I have a guide Is there someone always there Showing me the way With the right words to say Whispering in my ear Telling me there is nothing to fear Well if I do have a guide I am grateful Maybe that is how I have come … Continue reading Whispering in my ear
I fight for the broken
I am busted, broken, and alone There was a time I was softly spoken Drawn inside my own world This is when I saw too much Fearing the wrath of his touch Waiting for the stars to shine The stars were the only thing that were mine I never spoke about my fears Instead I … Continue reading I fight for the broken
Lost among the mist
Alone I float by Lost among the mist Constantly asking myself why Feeling the knife twist The past comes back to haunt me No matter what I do You are the one who put me here This I know is true You are the one I used to fear As time passes your face stays … Continue reading Lost among the mist
Welcome back
I don't know why I am surprised this time The pain is so deep It stabs me as I sleep Bursting from the inside Stabbing at my chest Welcome back to hell I say Forget about the rest What makes you think it will be better It will never be ok What makes you think … Continue reading Welcome back
Under water
Your words they cut so deep Huge cuts that slice through my soul I knew that I would pay a price I knew that there would be a toll You slander me with words you say Thinking that this is my price to pay With each lash and every word you spew All I see … Continue reading Under water
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