The damned

I feel the grass beneath my fingers as I walk I feel the breeze as it brushes my face I see the beauty of the sky It is so blue today I listen to the birds As they sing to each other I think of the comfort they have From one another Yet all of … Continue reading The damned

A warrior

At the core of who I am There is a warrior A fighter that I know is there I remember when I feel the pressure build I remember when I will my heartbeat to slow I remember and I make myself let everything go Because I will keep fighting This is something I must do … Continue reading A warrior

Today

Today I question Everything and everyone Who am I Who have I become I feel so weary As the anxiety Brings me down I feel so lost I do not want to be found I do not want to be consumed By the pain that loneliness brings By the fire that burns in my chest … Continue reading Today

Let go

I will not look behind me I must be here today I need to let go Of the sorrows from yesterday Because this is what must be done Because this is what I do Every day I rise Trying to forget you You are one of many That I have to let go My heart … Continue reading Let go

I must continue

As I walk along the path I listen as he speaks Another person comes and goes I had a few moments of peace Before I realized once again I haven’t found the one I must continue to protect myself As weary as I am I must push myself to wake up I must make myself … Continue reading I must continue

I have to keep fighting

I try not to think about the past The images that fly by so fast The things that I see I wish they were not real I wish they were not a part Of who I have become The weight it is so heavy The pain it turns to glass The shards fly at me … Continue reading I have to keep fighting

The setting sun

I love you and I hate you This I know is true You left me slowly dying Like so many have done before I screamed your name As you walked through the door There is nothing left Of the person I was before You are one of many Yet you have left your own scar … Continue reading The setting sun

Loneliness is what I fear

The pain It comes and goes Hits me in waves Sometimes it lasts for hours Sometimes it lasts for days Until I shut it down It is often soothed By the sound of someone else Or the sound of music Playing in my head Sometimes when the pain is gone All I feel is dread … Continue reading Loneliness is what I fear

Cold and still

I am lost Dead inside I am no one I am nothing I do not see the sun I do not see the sky I know longer feel the pain Nothing is the same My feet no longer move I lay here cold and still I have lost my will Nyx

Inside the flame

All that was left of her Were ashes in the breeze She fell to her knees But no one heard her cries No one heard her pleas She slowly burned away The pain was too great She could no longer stay She told herself to let go To let the fire blaze inside Then she … Continue reading Inside the flame