Today I wish I wasn’t me Like I have so many days before What I suffer from There is no cure As I lay here in the dark I find comfort in my dreams There is no pain there I do not remember Happiness lasting very long No matter what I have done No matter … Continue reading There is no cure
poems
Why I exist
Today I felt it all I shared my tale Of heartbreak and pain But I also told them What it is I fight for Why I am still here I have a purpose in this life That is why I have to live it Even though I have fallen Many times before Even though I … Continue reading Why I exist
Remember
I exist as a shell My soul in eternal hell The pain is too much So I shut it all away Lost again today Lost my will to live I did the best I could I tried to distract I tried to talk it through I tried to push away from myself Before I slammed … Continue reading Remember
Trust
Through the ups and downs I see A hand reached out beside me I hesitate but take this hand Trusting him to catch me before I land
Strength
I wake up with renewed strength I do not know how I feel this way I do not know how I find the will To wake up and carry on But somehow this is what I do Day after day I wake up and I move Hoping this day will be better than the last … Continue reading Strength
Leave me where I stand
As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx
With every step
Even though I am thrown I somehow find my way Somehow I have grown Into something new Somehow I have grown Smarter with every step All that I can say Is that I will not give up No matter what comes my way I will not stop Because I survive That is what I do … Continue reading With every step
I long for peace
I sit here and I dream About a life without the pain On the inside I just scream In my chest it is always the same The pain stabs through my heart It tears right through my soul Taking everything that I am Until I lose control My mind shuts down My stomach turns As … Continue reading I long for peace
Free Fall #2
Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested To see just how much I can take Sometimes I just do not understand Why I never seem to land It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground All I feel is everything pushing me down What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2
We can pretend
We can pretend That it is ok We can pretend That words do not matter Deep down everyone knows That this is not true
Words From The Borderline 
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