Free Fall #2 

Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested  To see just how much I can take  Sometimes I just do not understand  Why I never seem to land  It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground  All I feel is everything pushing me down  What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2 

I wish for peace tonight 

The loneliness grips my beating heart  It crushes my chest  It rips me apart  When I sit still it all comes back  All the pain  All the heartache  Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did  Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind  Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight 

Steady and slow 

As the ground is swept away    My direction is gone  I fight for strength  I fight to hold on  I know longer see  A clear path before me  I know longer know  Which step to take  I know longer see  Past this freaking earth quake I thought I knew before  What I would see … Continue reading Steady and slow 

Strike back 

Is everyone really against me  Or have I just lost my mind  I'm too lost to see  Who is really genuine  Who is really kind I am reminded of a time  When life was a consistent slap  People would find me  Shove me into a trap  Lock the door then turn the key  I was … Continue reading Strike back 

Whispering in my ear 

Sometimes I can not  help but wonder Do I have a guide Is there someone always there Showing me the way With the right words to say Whispering in my ear Telling me there is nothing to fear Well if I do have a guide I am grateful Maybe that is how I have come … Continue reading Whispering in my ear 

I fight for the broken 

I am busted, broken, and alone  There was a time I was softly spoken  Drawn inside my own world This is when I saw too much Fearing the wrath of his touch  Waiting for the stars to shine The stars were the only thing that were mine  I never spoke about my fears Instead I … Continue reading I fight for the broken 

Lost among the mist 

Alone I float by  Lost among the mist  Constantly asking myself why  Feeling the knife twist  The past comes back to haunt me No matter what I do  You are the one who put me here This I know is true  You are the one I used to fear  As time passes your face stays … Continue reading Lost among the mist 

Welcome back

I don't know why I am surprised this time  The pain is so deep  It stabs me as I sleep  Bursting from the inside  Stabbing at my chest  Welcome back to hell I say  Forget about the rest  What makes you think it will be better  It will never be ok  What makes you think … Continue reading Welcome back

Under water

Your words they cut so deep  Huge cuts that slice through my soul  I knew that I would pay a price  I knew that there would be a toll You slander me with words you say  Thinking that this is my price to pay  With each lash and every word you spew  All I see … Continue reading Under water

The land of lost souls

I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls