When I feel the panic rise I listen for the sound It helps me feel peace It calms me down My sweet music I would be lost without you I could never escape This anxiety that grips me Like a freaking earth quake It shatters me to the core Makes my heart race With music … Continue reading Music as my solace
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Sunlight
I feel the sunlight on my face So comforting... so warm It gives me peace and solace It helps me brace for the storm
Loved beyond time
I want to be loved beyond measure I want to feel completely happy and free I want to hold the hand of my one true love and feel him beside me I want to smile and laugh I want to run into his arms I want that moment to last forever I want that moment … Continue reading Loved beyond time
Dreams
I wish that I could be calmer More mild and less extreme But then I wouldn't be myself Then I wouldn't dream Of people and places I want to see Of things I can only imagine exist I fear that if I don't move forward I will never get to see the world I fear that … Continue reading Dreams
Fly
If you want to fly, give up everything that weighs you down - Buddha
The light has dawned again
The light has dawned again A new day has come I hate that I am reminded sometimes where I come from Once again I bring myself out of that dark place Once again I stand up and look past that face Leave me alone darkness I swear you will never win Stay where you belong... … Continue reading The light has dawned again
Peace
The beauty of the rain
I wake up and I fight today As the rain falls from the sky I wonder why sometimes sadness grips me As I wait for you and I... To find that special place...to find that common ground In the meantime I listen as the rain falls I listen to the sound So peaceful it makes … Continue reading The beauty of the rain
Scars
Beneath the sand I stayed still and calm Slowly I pulled myself up...I reached for a branch...I gripped it in my hand The branch was sturdy enough to hold as I made myself stand I looked up and once again found the strength from the beauty of the stars Peace fills my heart...I feel love … Continue reading Scars
Music # 2
My mind races As my heart paces My thoughts a jumbled mess I try to still my mind...try not to think about the stress I need my music...I need to sing This is my solace...my music...my voice I feel trapped...I feel contained I want someone to release me I am so grateful for the sound … Continue reading Music # 2
Words From The Borderline 
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