Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone
past pain
Lost
I question everything I question everyone I don't know where I am I don't know what I have done I am lost right now My steps have led me astray I hope I find my way again today Nyx
Erase me
I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
Lost to this world
I feel numb Lost to this world I am fading Fading into nothing I no longer care About anything at all All I want to do is free fall Free fall to nothing Close my eyes Feel the air Pushing against my skin I feel the darkness push me further As I slowly disappear Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world
Drifting
Underneath the lamplight I lay my weary head Thinking I might be safer But still wishing I was dead A drifter is what I was I guess I still am Drifting from here to there Going no where Stepping forward Then stepping back Waiting for the next swing Bracing myself for the next hit Wondering … Continue reading Drifting
How I breathe today
When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today
Strike back
Is everyone really against me Or have I just lost my mind I'm too lost to see Who is really genuine Who is really kind I am reminded of a time When life was a consistent slap People would find me Shove me into a trap Lock the door then turn the key I was … Continue reading Strike back
Struck down
A storm is coming I can feel the thunder as it roars I can feel my heart beat pound in my chest As the lightning strikes the ground The rain starts to pour down Covered in water with my arms toward the sky I ask to be struck down Please just let me die Nyx … Continue reading Struck down
My Sun Light
I hate you and I love you This image from my past But a love so fierce and strong Was never meant to last You pulled me toward perfection But only with your eyes Your words were given with nothing But false sincerity and lies You were supposed to be the one My shining light … Continue reading My Sun Light
More than life
You showed me love and made me believe it was real You gave me the strength to move forward and the ability to feel You married me and looked at me like I was the only one you would ever adore You told me I would be enough, that you would never need anything more … Continue reading More than life
Words From The Borderline 
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