I wish that I could escape From my own mind But I am stuck here With my thoughts With my self hate Every moment of every day I hate being in my skin Nyx
past pain
Lingers
I am always reminded Of the uncertainty in this life Of the things that I have lost Of the cruelty Of the ones who look away And the ones who do not stay I am left a wanderer Lost in this world Yet driven to be more than what I am Pushing myself every day … Continue reading Lingers
My heart a broken stone
And another walks away Like so many have before That is just what they do Before I feel the knife slam through The loneliness and the pain It always feels the same Who have I become I exist and yet I am no one I walk this world alone My heart a broken stone The … Continue reading My heart a broken stone
Believe
Everyday I fight I put one foot in front of the other Some days I fall Others I keep walking I try not to think About what has happened before When I think about my past I open a door Within it is this person So lonely and so still She sits there in silence … Continue reading Believe
Because of you
I have lost faith in the world Because of you I believe in nothing Because of you You had a mouth full of promises But a pocket full of secrets All the lies that you told me All the things that I did not see They almost caused my demise Why couldn’t I see it … Continue reading Because of you
Pandora’s box
I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
Escape
Apathy is my friend It is the only way I will survive Disconnect or die This is what I feel I have known all along That happiness isn’t real Those moments of peace.. They never last I am haunted by the present I am haunted by the past There is no escape From the pain … Continue reading Escape
Side effectsÂ
I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it The anxiety is growing There is nothing I can do This is the side effect Reminding me of what I went through I can not change What I have done I can not change the past All I can do is keep moving … Continue reading Side effectsÂ
Until I slip away
You keep yourself Just beyond my reach When you are ready You pull me down below Drown me in water Or you throw me sideways Through the window With all the shards of glass And the water I cannot swallow You torture me until I slip away Nyx
The clouds are closing in
Trying to push through today But the clouds are closing in They are there to remind me That darkness hovers It still exists within Just beyond my currents thoughts The darkness seeps through I feel the pain as it starts to burn Then I close my eyes and see All the things I have seen … Continue reading The clouds are closing in
Words From The Borderline 
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