My Old friend Darkness

Hello darkness my old friend.. I knew you'd find me in the end I saw you creeping... slowly waiting For me to get pushed down in despair And then I knew that you my old friend..would be there To pull me back into the shade To take me away and let me fade Into the … Continue reading My Old friend Darkness

Innocense

There once was a girl She was so innocent and true There was nothing that she could not do Until her innocence was lost Her heart broken and betrayed... and what was the cost Innocense lost is such a sad thing A lifetime of fighting through shadows and pain An aversion to sunlight And a … Continue reading Innocense

I feel so numb 

I feel so numb From my skin to my bones I feel I have been swept away Not sure where I am or where I will stay Sucked back and unable to control My mind...my body...or my soul I feel so numb Somewhere along the way I lost myself Somewhere along the way I fell … Continue reading I feel so numb 

My Achilles Heel

Mother how you haunt me when I think of the past You gave me a few moments of kindness But those moments would never last I can still hear your harsh words, when I think of you I am grateful that even then, I knew they were untrue I used to think I needed you, … Continue reading My Achilles Heel

I Search for Myself

I search for myself I finally like what I find After years of grief and pain I finally broke the bind I search for myself With memories behind my eyes I push myself forward Because I can now see the lies I search for myself Because I have to push on I cannot look back … Continue reading I Search for Myself

Goodbye dear cousin

So young and so quickly you are gone So hard to believe life can be taken so fast No time to say goodbye No time to talk about the past I just wish peace for you dear cousin I wish you well into the night I hope you find the moon and stars I hope … Continue reading Goodbye dear cousin