I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
my darkness
Lost to this world
I feel numb Lost to this world I am fading Fading into nothing I no longer care About anything at all All I want to do is free fall Free fall to nothing Close my eyes Feel the air Pushing against my skin I feel the darkness push me further As I slowly disappear Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world
Yearning for peace
Once again I feel my chest cave in I feel my head ache I long for an escape I long for peace from this life I long to escape today Go somewhere far away Sometimes I dream of being someone else Ignorant to the world around me I do not want to be aware of … Continue reading Yearning for peace
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Help
I feel my body weighed down It is so hard to walk It is so hard to breathe This weight it crushes me Weighs me down from the outside in At this moment I feel nothing I am just pushed down by it all Gulping for air With no cry for help No way to … Continue reading Help
Leave me where I stand
As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx
When I take my last breath
As the darkness consumes me I lose all sight and hope I can no longer see What is behind, beside, or in front of me It pulls me down deeper and deeper Takes away my will to live There is nothing I would not give To not be me today There is nothing I would … Continue reading When I take my last breath
Rip it out
Unbearable pain Stabs me Over and over again Agony It is so hard to endure I just can't take it anymore This torture, this pain Floods through me Rips me apart Strips it all away Punches a whole and rips out my heart Just finish me off Why prolong this pain There is nothing left … Continue reading Rip it out
Fade Away
I am so lost and alone I want to fade away into nothing I want to stop existing Feel no pain Have no thought Just a shadow Lost forever in the dark Take all that I have Take all that I was I no longer care Crush out the spark Crush out my hope Crush … Continue reading Fade Away
Slipping Away
At this moment I care about nothing I fall into the darkness willingly Waiting for the arms of my darkness to embrace me I feel myself slip away from this world and fall into his In the end he is always there Waiting for me to see, that there is no one else Just him … Continue reading Slipping Away
Words From The Borderline 
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