Once again I embrace the darkness As alone as I have always been He is the only comfort I know The only one who never leaves I hear the world outside A world I do not belong in I belong with darkness He never lets me down I sit here waiting Knowing he will come … Continue reading Embrace the darkness
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Blood of my blood
I had to let you go again Blood of my blood Torn from me you will always be By no fault of yours Just the choice to love one of the destroyers of my life A destroyer I will never forgive A monster only I can see Who cradles you in her arms Nyx
Solace in the dark
Sitting in the dark Crying again Letting go of another person Another strip of my heart is gone The pain is so great That I have to shut down If I didn’t I would break completely There is no coming back from this There is no way to change it I’m still here breathing Enduring … Continue reading Solace in the dark
Dialogue with my friend darkness
“Hello Darkness my old friend It’s nice to see you again” “My sweet girl why are you so restless? Can’t find that peace you still seek? Can’t find an ear to listen to the screams? Well here I am my dear I will listen as you scream in pain Then I will take you with … Continue reading Dialogue with my friend darkness
That familiar feeling
I feel that familiar ache It grips my chest again The sadness lingers Never far from the surface Sadness brings this feeling No words can truly describe it All my life I have fought This feeling that I must endure I have learned I must embrace it There is no cure Maybe someday this will … Continue reading That familiar feeling
Covered in paint and powder
She suffers in ways That no one can see The agony gets swept aside By the powder she spreads across her face Covering the darkness Covering the scars There is no part left to be seen She covers it all Underneath the paint Underneath the skin The darkness hides the flame The fire that keeps … Continue reading Covered in paint and powder
My world of darkness
I live in my own world of darkness I do not see the light I feel so alone I feel so sad I am still grieving over something I never had The sadness turns to pain So similar than before Except this time I feel less strength It is hard to remember what I fight … Continue reading My world of darkness
My last dance
Another day is passing The sun begins to set Here we go again I lay out the cards I place my bet Darkness says to me It’s a 50/50 chance This will be your last dance Nyx
I will paint you black
I suffer every single day There is nothing that will take the pain away I exist in my own hell What I feel inside No one will ever know The pain is so great It quickly turns to hate I will rip you down Before I raise my voice I will not need to I … Continue reading I will paint you black
Depression
Today I feel so hollow The depression it hits me hard There is no thought There is no action That makes me feel this way It is just a feeling that I live with Every single day Sometimes I forget Until I sit still Then I realize that this depression It is real There is … Continue reading Depression
Words From The Borderline 
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