I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
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How I breathe today
When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today
Jackal with a latch
I wake up and I wait to see Where these next few steps will take me I am walking away from the life I lived before To walk alone again once more There are no serpents in the grass Just a jackal with a latch I must be careful as I make my move I … Continue reading Jackal with a latch
My guardians of the night
I write these lines to my guardians For the people who saved my life I will never forget you I owe my strength I owe my hope in humanity To each and every one of you To those who have fought for me For those who stood beside a lost child For those who showed … Continue reading My guardians of the night
Break the silence
Sometimes I think that I am beaten Sometimes I think that I am done That is when I stop and remember Everything that you have done These actions drive me forward These memories that you made You were the one I trusted My life was in your hands Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence
Strike back
Is everyone really against me Or have I just lost my mind I'm too lost to see Who is really genuine Who is really kind I am reminded of a time When life was a consistent slap People would find me Shove me into a trap Lock the door then turn the key I was … Continue reading Strike back
Lost among the mist
Alone I float by Lost among the mist Constantly asking myself why Feeling the knife twist The past comes back to haunt me No matter what I do You are the one who put me here This I know is true You are the one I used to fear As time passes your face stays … Continue reading Lost among the mist
As the colors fade
Today I dream of fields with flowers Valleys and streams of beauty Today I see the colors light up the sky As the wind picks up and lifts the leaves up high I wait and watch as the colors fade...as the sun starts to set and the moon begins to rise It is in between … Continue reading As the colors fade
The light has dawned again
The light has dawned again A new day has come I hate that I am reminded sometimes where I come from Once again I bring myself out of that dark place Once again I stand up and look past that face Leave me alone darkness I swear you will never win Stay where you belong... … Continue reading The light has dawned again
Shut up
Watch the blood drip on the floor Look for the lock on the door I fear his anger more than blood I'd rather see the truth than hear the lies Don't say your sorry when you don't mean it You see that speck Get over there and clean it Perfection on the outside destruction within … Continue reading Shut up
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