Today is another Day like yesterday I try to find something Anything that will make me want to get up I wish I could just be happy Instead I just feel lost I try to think of things in a positive way I try to think it’s great that I woke up today But for … Continue reading Pushed perceptions
lost
Restless
I cannot sleep tonight I lay here in the dark Restless in this skin I try to be present But I never really am Nyx
The Pit
I am alone again My thoughts have slowed down I slept and then woke up to sadness Once again not knowing what to do At least I have my furry companions They lay beside me now Taking away a little piece of the pain That pulls the rest of me away My will is broken … Continue reading The Pit
After the damage is done
What am I doing How do I change who I am Somedays all I want to do is sleep Somedays all I want to do is run away I cut them all out of my life Then I want them back What is wrong with me I am so lost today This is when I … Continue reading After the damage is done
Lost
I do not know where I am going My footsteps pound upon the ground I have nothing to hold onto I walk forward There is no sound No voice to lead the way I just feel lost I feel so lost today Nyx
All I need
I thought I was lost before That was before I opened the door There is no foundation There is no ground I have been looking But I have not found That hand to catch me As I free float in the air All I want is someone to love me All I need is someone … Continue reading All I need
Hold on
How did I get here My world has changed Right before my eyes One decision One step forward And once again My life before is gone In a blink that reality No longer exists In this moment my world is foreign I do not know where I am I do not know where I am … Continue reading Hold on
The clouds are closing in
Trying to push through today But the clouds are closing in They are there to remind me That darkness hovers It still exists within Just beyond my currents thoughts The darkness seeps through I feel the pain as it starts to burn Then I close my eyes and see All the things I have seen … Continue reading The clouds are closing in
Lost
I question everything I question everyone I don't know where I am I don't know what I have done I am lost right now My steps have led me astray I hope I find my way again today Nyx
I have lost all hope
I have moments of peace They do not last long Then I feel the pain As I try to sing along Sometimes words may help me Sometimes they do not All I know for sure Is peace is all I have ever sought No matter how much I have cried No matter how much I … Continue reading I have lost all hope
Words From The Borderline 
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