Lies

Trust I have come to learn  I will never find The only one I can trust is me  I will never again be blind  I will never again be vulnerable  I have had enough of the dishonesty  I have had enough of everyone  There is nothing more that I hate  There is nothing that makes … Continue reading Lies

Dead Inside

I wish I knew what was wrong with me Sometimes I wish that I couldn’t see I wish I was blind to everything I wish I was blind to everyone I just want to escape this life I just want to be someone else I don’t want to feel this pain anymore I don’t want … Continue reading Dead Inside

Layers underneath 

Nothing is ever as it seems There are always layers underneath  I can not accept this blind belief  Deep down I know it will be a fight  A fight I will win  Nyx

No one

There was a girl  She was happy  She was free No one noticed  When someone changed her destiny  No one noticed  When her smile turned into a frown  No one noticed That her head started to look down  No one listened when she needed ears  She was left alone, buried within herself  Buried within her … Continue reading No one

Alternate Universe

I want to believe that there is an alternate universe Where pain and suffering do not exist I want to live in a world Where people have empathy and love for one another A world separate from those who hate A world where peace is all that exists I am a dreamer so I will … Continue reading Alternate Universe

I’m alive

Here comes the pain again  Grips me so hard I cannot stand  Tears apart my chest  Tears apart my soul At least I know I'm alive 

Everything is temporary

The reality is Everything is temporary Nothing is meant to last This is why life is so precious This is why it passes by so fast I try to live in each moment I try to see the good in it all But sometimes something stops me I wish that I was ignorant to the … Continue reading Everything is temporary

Dead heart

It is hard to disappoint me  I have no expectations  I don't expect your love  I don't expect your obligations  All I ask is  Don't fuck with my head  Don't give me false hope  Just leave a broken heart dead Nyx

We can pretend

We can pretend That it is ok We can pretend That words do not matter Deep down everyone knows That this is not true