I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

I see the sun

The cage is opened  I have stepped through You unlocked the door I owe my life to you   You gave me the freedom to keep fighting  The strength to push past the door  The strength to pick myself up To find who I was before  I will never forget what you have done  Because … Continue reading I see the sun

Breaking point

At one point or another  I think we all break down I have reached a breaking point  My emotions have drained me dry  At this moment I will let myself cry  Nyx 

Grip the ledge 

You are in the center of the storm Grip the ledge and hold on  It's not over yet  Do not give up  But do not hold your breath Just keep fighting  And you will see This is your fate  This is your destiny  Nyx

Darkness follows continued…

Darkness will follow me wherever I go  In the end everyone goes away  Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy  He is my reality I try to push him aside  But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain  He sees my weakness  He sees my shame  He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…

Free Fall #2 

Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested  To see just how much I can take  Sometimes I just do not understand  Why I never seem to land  It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground  All I feel is everything pushing me down  What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2 

I wish for peace tonight 

The loneliness grips my beating heart  It crushes my chest  It rips me apart  When I sit still it all comes back  All the pain  All the heartache  Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did  Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind  Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight 

Steady and slow 

As the ground is swept away    My direction is gone  I fight for strength  I fight to hold on  I know longer see  A clear path before me  I know longer know  Which step to take  I know longer see  Past this freaking earth quake I thought I knew before  What I would see … Continue reading Steady and slow 

Strike back 

Is everyone really against me  Or have I just lost my mind  I'm too lost to see  Who is really genuine  Who is really kind I am reminded of a time  When life was a consistent slap  People would find me  Shove me into a trap  Lock the door then turn the key  I was … Continue reading Strike back 

Whispering in my ear 

Sometimes I can not  help but wonder Do I have a guide Is there someone always there Showing me the way With the right words to say Whispering in my ear Telling me there is nothing to fear Well if I do have a guide I am grateful Maybe that is how I have come … Continue reading Whispering in my ear