I feel that familiar ache It grips my chest again The sadness lingers Never far from the surface Sadness brings this feeling No words can truly describe it All my life I have fought This feeling that I must endure I have learned I must embrace it There is no cure Maybe someday this will … Continue reading That familiar feeling
life is not a pot of petunias
Covered in paint and powder
She suffers in ways That no one can see The agony gets swept aside By the powder she spreads across her face Covering the darkness Covering the scars There is no part left to be seen She covers it all Underneath the paint Underneath the skin The darkness hides the flame The fire that keeps … Continue reading Covered in paint and powder
Burning
There it is again That old familiar pain Taking away another piece of me What do you do When all hope is gone Where do you go When there is nowhere left There is nowhere I can feel peace for long Nowhere that it does not hurt Everything that is wrong with me I see … Continue reading Burning
Finding strength
More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength
Forget me
When the clouds turn dark and grey All I want to do is fade away Forget who I am Forget who I was And be someone else Nyx
Death and comfort
You are dead to me Because that’s the way it needs to be Get the hell away from me Before I make you hurt You don’t want to feel the way that I do Just get the hell away from me That’s all I ask of you Nyx
Hell
How do I make it stop How do I escape This hell that is my fate Nyx
Still drifting
I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting
There is no cure
Today I wish I wasn’t me Like I have so many days before What I suffer from There is no cure As I lay here in the dark I find comfort in my dreams There is no pain there I do not remember Happiness lasting very long No matter what I have done No matter … Continue reading There is no cure
Darkness and the night
Darkness will follow me Wherever I go When I am alone This is when I know I can feel it He is coming There he is as the light flickers out He looks at me and shakes his head Darling girl why are you still not dead Haven’t you learned anything yet This suffering and … Continue reading Darkness and the night
Words From The Borderline 
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