Heart of stone

My heart has hardened Like a ball of stone It sits inside my chest As it beats it cracks and crumbles A little more each day This is what I need A heart covered in stone I need to find myself Before I can go home Nyx

My forever 

In my mind I see fields  Filled with flowers of color  Filled with grass so green  I feel the breeze Sweep across my face  Peace fills me in this place  I see myself as beautiful  As I walk slowly  Moving with grace  This is how I want to see myself  Smiling in this field  Forever … Continue reading My forever 

Where I breathe 

Peace fills me  As I feel the breeze in the air  Listening to the sound of nature  I feel like I am home  This is where my heart is Outside behind the trees  This is where I can rest  This is where I breathe  No negative words No negative emotions  This is all I think  … Continue reading Where I breathe 

Hoping I make it back to you

Life is an endless array of obstacles This I know is true All I do is bear it and keep going All I do is hope I make it through These obstacles block the way home They make me crawl inside myself Longing to be alone I always see them coming These obstacles you see … Continue reading Hoping I make it back to you

I’m a dreamer 

With the ups and downs I see Hills and mountains laid out before me Here and there I find a path  Here and there I find a stream  Every now and then a valley  Like a story book from a dream I cherish these moments  They are rare  When I suffer I take myself there  … Continue reading I’m a dreamer 

My feet in the sand

I feel the ocean pull me  It is like a beacon of light  I feel the energy surround me  It is so powerful  It is so strong  It is here in this moment  With my feet in the sand This is where I belong  Nyx

When I blink 

I listen as you breathe beside me Trying to keep myself awake  Telling myself I can do this without you Knowing deep down that I cannot  I listen as the cars pass below  Staring out through the window  Telling myself things will get better  Knowing deep down that they won't  I see happiness beside me  … Continue reading When I blink 

Every single day

If you leave  I will go  I will find another way  But if you stay  I will make  You love me more  Every single day 

Rain drops

I listen to the sound  As I hear the rain drops Fall to the ground  I smell the dirt in the air  How I long to be out there  Turning around in the rain  With my true love watching me  This is where I long to be   Nyx

The Universe # 2

Does the universe separate souls Take half of who you are Then put that half far out of reach What do you endure to find that half What obstacles do you face Do you earn that half of yourself back After years of turmoil and heartache Through the trials and tribulations of this life If … Continue reading The Universe # 2