I hear the gate slam As I fall into the flames All I feel is emptiness and pain I lie in the darkness No longer wanting to exist in this world With the gate slammed shut I find my resolve I have accepted my fate I can not save myself From my own mind I … Continue reading Trapped in hell
heartache
Addictions
Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx
Darkness please come
I long for the darkness to take me there Away from this life I can no longer care About what exists outside these walls All I want right now is to never wake up Darkness please come Darkness please take me away I give up You have won today Nyx
Alien
I feel empty Alone and guarded Tired of the pain The others always bring I often feel That I am an alien in this world That I will never really belong here My smile My words I fool you all I have never been human I am something else And I am still here Every … Continue reading Alien
Never enough
In the darkness I hide from you The pain slips out A little with each cut Never enough to stop Nyx
Burning
There it is again That old familiar pain Taking away another piece of me What do you do When all hope is gone Where do you go When there is nowhere left There is nowhere I can feel peace for long Nowhere that it does not hurt Everything that is wrong with me I see … Continue reading Burning
Fate
Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate
My world of darkness
I live in my own world of darkness I do not see the light I feel so alone I feel so sad I am still grieving over something I never had The sadness turns to pain So similar than before Except this time I feel less strength It is hard to remember what I fight … Continue reading My world of darkness
One of the damned
Will you keep loving me When you see who I really am When you see inside When you find out I am one of the damned Nyx
Loneliness
I ask myself why I can not be alone Why does the pain hit When I sit here in silence Why does it go away Only when someone is near This is what I fear That this loneliness Will consume me That the pain will never leave Why does it have to hurt so much … Continue reading Loneliness
Words From The Borderline 
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