In my mind I see fields
Filled with flowers of color
Filled with grass so green
I feel the breeze
Sweep across my face
Peace fills me in this place
I see myself as beautiful
As I walk slowly
Moving with grace
This is how I want to see myself
Smiling in this field
Forever feeling the breeze
This is my escape
This is my home
Nyx
We are only a moment
But while we are here
I will love you my dear
With all that I am
With all that I will ever be
With the best and the worst
Parts of what is left of me
I will allow myself this time to feel
To let myself believe that true love is real
Nyx
When I heard you say your name
I knew I would never be the same
Something changed in me that day
That interest grew with words you said
Dreams were formed inside my head
Then I felt the pull
Then I felt your skin
I knew then that I was lost
I gave you my heart that day
You took it when I saw your eyes
When the force made me look into them
You took it when you did not leave
You never faltered
You never swayed
You believed in me
And I know that you still do
This is why I know
I will never stop loving you
Because there is nothing
That your love for me
Will not carry me through
Nyx
I question so many things
But I do not question you
You have stayed beside me
Through the good days and the bad
You have watched me crumble
You have watched me fall
You stood beside me through it all
I have watched many come and go
I have learned to rely on no one
Yet in your eyes I see
Something I have not seen before
A love untainted and so sure
I hope I can be this beauty you see forever
I hope I can hold this strength to go on
I hope I am what you were looking for
I hope I remain this person that you adore
I hope I give you everything
That you give me and more
Nyx
My darling
I just want you to know
That for a million days
In a million ways
My love for you will only continue to grow
You have become my sunshine
After the storm
You have become my moonlight
Showing me the way each night
You have become my peace
When everything spins out of control
You have become my everything
You are the other half of my soul
Nyx
I lay here wishing I could be
In your arms my love
Forever wrapped around each other
With nights filled with kisses
And the warmth of your embrace
When I look in your eyes
I see your love reflect back upon my face
My love I am so grateful
Every time I look in your eyes
Every time I feel your arms around me
Every time you see the pain
And softly speak my name
I will keep on wishing
Until you come back to me
In your arms is the only place
I ever long to be
Nyx
Life is an endless array of obstacles
This I know is true
All I do is bear it and keep going
All I do is hope I make it through
These obstacles block the way home
They make me crawl inside myself
Longing to be alone
I always see them coming
These obstacles you see
I brace myself hoping I am wrong
Then I realize I cannot change what is coming
It is my destiny
My fate
There is nothing I can do
It is always too late
It seems some things have been decided
But maybe this is untrue
All I can do is keep moving forward
Hoping I make it back to you
Nyx
When he looks at me I see
Nothing but love looking back at me
Nothing in this life is certain
As I fight this continuous storm
What I do know is that he stays by my side
In this battle he meets my stride
Whether he is near or far away
I know he will fight for me
He is the only one who can see
All that is left of me
Nyx
I have been brought into moments of complete despair
But this is how I find my strength
This is how I find hope
I have embarked on a journey
Each stride a lesson to be learned
Each breath drawn is another that I live
Each day I am given a gift
Something that is taught to me
Something that I can give
My purpose is to educate
Those who are unaware
Of everyone in need of love
Of everyone in need of care
Someday I will fulfill this purpose
This I know is true
Because I am still standing here
Writing these lines to you
Nyx
Sometimes when you feel like you are about to split in half
Someone comes along and points you towards a new path
Sometimes doors do open
When they were shut before
Sometimes you can find someone
That you completely adore
When you feel like everything is caving in
Sometimes a hand breaks through
Holds on and pulls you out into the light
If this happens do not let go
True kindness and empathy is the best gift given
If we all gave more of this
This world would be a better place
Every word of empathy and kindness
Strengthens us as a whole
Because deep down we are the same
We are all connected
Regardless of mind and body
Everyone has a soul
Nyx
