There are so many words that I have said
There are so many words that I have written
None of it really matters
When I am talking into the wind
When a face becomes a shadow
Where a person used to be
The words they are so hollow
No one ever really hears me
I am not a person
I am a just a thing
All I can do is hope
That my heart will beat someday
In the meantime, I sit here
I have nothing left to say
Nyx
I have lost faith in the world
Because of you
I believe in nothing
Because of you
You had a mouth full of promises
But a pocket full of secrets
All the lies that you told me
All the things that I did not see
They almost caused my demise
Why couldn’t I see it in your eyes
Why couldn’t I see the lies
Maybe my heart will beat again someday
It does not beat today
Nyx
Disclaimer
This was inspired from the song mouthful of diamonds from the band phantogram.
Great song.
I see the bridge
So beautiful
So bright
I see the lights
Reflect off the water
As the day
Turns into night
I see the clouds fade away
And the stars start to shine
This is when I remember
When I was yours and you were mine
This is when I lose myself
In this memory, in this time
As I stare at the beauty
At everything I see
I realize that somethings remain
And one of them is this bridge
These stars
And the memories I have of you and I
This is when I let myself break down
This is when I cry
Nyx
In my mind I see fields
Filled with flowers of color
Filled with grass so green
I feel the breeze
Sweep across my face
Peace fills me in this place
I see myself as beautiful
As I walk slowly
Moving with grace
This is how I want to see myself
Smiling in this field
Forever feeling the breeze
This is my escape
This is my home
Nyx
We are only a moment
But while we are here
I will love you my dear
With all that I am
With all that I will ever be
With the best and the worst
Parts of what is left of me
I will allow myself this time to feel
To let myself believe that true love is real
Nyx
When I heard you say your name
I knew I would never be the same
Something changed in me that day
That interest grew with words you said
Dreams were formed inside my head
Then I felt the pull
Then I felt your skin
I knew then that I was lost
I gave you my heart that day
You took it when I saw your eyes
When the force made me look into them
You took it when you did not leave
You never faltered
You never swayed
You believed in me
And I know that you still do
This is why I know
I will never stop loving you
Because there is nothing
That your love for me
Will not carry me through
Nyx
I question so many things
But I do not question you
You have stayed beside me
Through the good days and the bad
You have watched me crumble
You have watched me fall
You stood beside me through it all
I have watched many come and go
I have learned to rely on no one
Yet in your eyes I see
Something I have not seen before
A love untainted and so sure
I hope I can be this beauty you see forever
I hope I can hold this strength to go on
I hope I am what you were looking for
I hope I remain this person that you adore
I hope I give you everything
That you give me and more
Nyx
My darling
I just want you to know
That for a million days
In a million ways
My love for you will only continue to grow
You have become my sunshine
After the storm
You have become my moonlight
Showing me the way each night
You have become my peace
When everything spins out of control
You have become my everything
You are the other half of my soul
Nyx
I lay here wishing I could be
In your arms my love
Forever wrapped around each other
With nights filled with kisses
And the warmth of your embrace
When I look in your eyes
I see your love reflect back upon my face
My love I am so grateful
Every time I look in your eyes
Every time I feel your arms around me
Every time you see the pain
And softly speak my name
I will keep on wishing
Until you come back to me
In your arms is the only place
I ever long to be
Nyx
Life is an endless array of obstacles
This I know is true
All I do is bear it and keep going
All I do is hope I make it through
These obstacles block the way home
They make me crawl inside myself
Longing to be alone
I always see them coming
These obstacles you see
I brace myself hoping I am wrong
Then I realize I cannot change what is coming
It is my destiny
My fate
There is nothing I can do
It is always too late
It seems some things have been decided
But maybe this is untrue
All I can do is keep moving forward
Hoping I make it back to you
Nyx
