My darling
I just want you to know
That for a million days
In a million ways
My love for you will only continue to grow
You have become my sunshine
After the storm
You have become my moonlight
Showing me the way each night
You have become my peace
When everything spins out of control
You have become my everything
You are the other half of my soul
Nyx
I lay here wishing I could be
In your arms my love
Forever wrapped around each other
With nights filled with kisses
And the warmth of your embrace
When I look in your eyes
I see your love reflect back upon my face
My love I am so grateful
Every time I look in your eyes
Every time I feel your arms around me
Every time you see the pain
And softly speak my name
I will keep on wishing
Until you come back to me
In your arms is the only place
I ever long to be
Nyx
Life is an endless array of obstacles
This I know is true
All I do is bear it and keep going
All I do is hope I make it through
These obstacles block the way home
They make me crawl inside myself
Longing to be alone
I always see them coming
These obstacles you see
I brace myself hoping I am wrong
Then I realize I cannot change what is coming
It is my destiny
My fate
There is nothing I can do
It is always too late
It seems some things have been decided
But maybe this is untrue
All I can do is keep moving forward
Hoping I make it back to you
Nyx
When he looks at me I see
Nothing but love looking back at me
Nothing in this life is certain
As I fight this continuous storm
What I do know is that he stays by my side
In this battle he meets my stride
Whether he is near or far away
I know he will fight for me
He is the only one who can see
All that is left of me
Nyx
I have been brought into moments of complete despair
But this is how I find my strength
This is how I find hope
I have embarked on a journey
Each stride a lesson to be learned
Each breath drawn is another that I live
Each day I am given a gift
Something that is taught to me
Something that I can give
My purpose is to educate
Those who are unaware
Of everyone in need of love
Of everyone in need of care
Someday I will fulfill this purpose
This I know is true
Because I am still standing here
Writing these lines to you
Nyx
Sometimes when you feel like you are about to split in half
Someone comes along and points you towards a new path
Sometimes doors do open
When they were shut before
Sometimes you can find someone
That you completely adore
When you feel like everything is caving in
Sometimes a hand breaks through
Holds on and pulls you out into the light
If this happens do not let go
True kindness and empathy is the best gift given
If we all gave more of this
This world would be a better place
Every word of empathy and kindness
Strengthens us as a whole
Because deep down we are the same
We are all connected
Regardless of mind and body
Everyone has a soul
Nyx
I write these lines to my guardians
For the people who saved my life
I will never forget you
I owe my strength
I owe my hope in humanity
To each and every one of you
To those who have fought for me
For those who stood beside a lost child
For those who showed me empathy
I will never forget you
In my heart you will always have a place
Each and every one of you
I will never forget your face
You have made me want to believe
That angels do exist in this life
For the few who fight for what is right
You are my guardians of the night
Nyx
In this life so much is uncertain
So much is unseen
There is so much doubt
One thing I do know
Is that love is real
I know it when I look in your eyes
I know it when I hear your voice
I know it when I feel myself
Being pulled toward you with a force I can not stop
A force I can not control
A force so strong that nothing can keep me from you
There is no doubt
There is no fear
There is only love
Love that I know will only continue to grow
Night after night
Year after year
When my heart races I know yours does the same
When I am in pain I hear you scream my name
Because you are my other half
The other side of my soul
Now I know what it feels like to be whole
Now I know what it feels like to have no doubt or fear
Because I have found you my love
Because I have found you my dear
I will hold your hand in mine as we walk together this way
Together we step in sync as we say goodbye to yesterday
Nyx
Through the ups and downs I see
A hand reached out beside me
I hesitate but take this hand
Trusting him to catch me before I land
We loved with a love
Beyond this world
A sensation that cannot be described
Every time I see his eyes
I see myself in them
Every time I see his eyes I realize
He has the power to fulfill or destroy me
Nyx
Words From A Borderline 
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