Erase me

I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me

How I breathe today 

When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today 

Yearning for peace

Once again I feel my chest cave in I feel my head ache  I long for an escape  I long for peace from this life  I long to escape today  Go somewhere far away  Sometimes I dream of being someone else  Ignorant to the world around me  I do not want to be aware of … Continue reading Yearning for peace

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

Under water

Your words they cut so deep  Huge cuts that slice through my soul  I knew that I would pay a price  I knew that there would be a toll You slander me with words you say  Thinking that this is my price to pay  With each lash and every word you spew  All I see … Continue reading Under water

Once again

Once again I feel myself drowning  Once again I just want to scream  I want to float away  I want to live in a dream  I wish I could escape this nightmare that is my life  I wish I could escape the pain  I want to stop pretending  I want it all to stop  I … Continue reading Once again