Bang

There’s the pain If I go out It will be with a bang Nyx

Pandora’s box

I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box

No more tears today 

At this moment I trust no one  At this moment my hope in others is gone  I feel no joy in the company that I keep  My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today  I have said all there is to say  … Continue reading No more tears today 

Help

I feel my body weighed down  It is so hard to walk  It is so hard to breathe  This weight it crushes me  Weighs me down from the outside in  At this moment I feel nothing  I am just pushed down by it all  Gulping for air  With no cry for help  No way to … Continue reading Help

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

Dead Inside

I wish I knew what was wrong with me Sometimes I wish that I couldn’t see I wish I was blind to everything I wish I was blind to everyone I just want to escape this life I just want to be someone else I don’t want to feel this pain anymore I don’t want … Continue reading Dead Inside

Let me drown 

And here I sit Thinking sometimes I would rather die than live What the hell do I have left to give Always a struggle and it's never enough My emotions swing me up and down Right know I'd ask any one to hold me under and let me drown Breathing in water hurts But not … Continue reading Let me drown