My feet in the sand

I feel the ocean pull me  It is like a beacon of light  I feel the energy surround me  It is so powerful  It is so strong  It is here in this moment  With my feet in the sand This is where I belong  Nyx

Trust

Through the ups and downs I see A hand reached out beside me  I hesitate but take this hand  Trusting him to catch me before I land 

Away from the light

At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light

Father

I know longer care about life I know longer care about death All I have ever wanted was a father One who loved and protected me Kept me safe from harm As time passes I hope this wish will fade This dream of him and I Instead I sit here in agony Wondering why I … Continue reading Father

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

Whispering in my ear 

Sometimes I can not  help but wonder Do I have a guide Is there someone always there Showing me the way With the right words to say Whispering in my ear Telling me there is nothing to fear Well if I do have a guide I am grateful Maybe that is how I have come … Continue reading Whispering in my ear 

My land of make believe 

I feel this weight crushing me  I can no longer breathe I want to stay in my land of make believe  Where everything is how I want it to be I want to be with the one who loves me  In a world we have created  In a world we will remain  Keeping my mind … Continue reading My land of make believe 

Every single day

If you leave  I will go  I will find another way  But if you stay  I will make  You love me more  Every single day 

The Universe # 2

Does the universe separate souls Take half of who you are Then put that half far out of reach What do you endure to find that half What obstacles do you face Do you earn that half of yourself back After years of turmoil and heartache Through the trials and tribulations of this life If … Continue reading The Universe # 2

Time

Sometimes I can freeze my mind Shut down all thought Slow down the time I can take myself to a place where I am yours and you are mine In this moment the world is still I can bend time to keep us here Night after night Year after year Time is now the only … Continue reading Time