My body feels foreign It disgusts me Will I ever love myself Will I ever find a way To not hate myself again today Nyx
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Restless
I cannot sleep tonight I lay here in the dark Restless in this skin I try to be present But I never really am Nyx
Fate
Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate
Falling
I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling
Until I say goodbye
There is no grey I will hate you today I will love you tomorrow You will be the focus of my feelings You will see my sorrow All I see is black and white Until I say goodbye I can no longer stay It hurts too much inside All I do is wait To hear … Continue reading Until I say goodbye
Into the abyss
I feel my body as it starts to shut down In this moment I have no hope I find no ground I fall into the darkness Into the abyss of my mind I no longer care I have no sense of time I no longer hope I no longer fear All I do is sit … Continue reading Into the abyss
Until I slip away
You keep yourself Just beyond my reach When you are ready You pull me down below Drown me in water Or you throw me sideways Through the window With all the shards of glass And the water I cannot swallow You torture me until I slip away Nyx
Lost in the darkÂ
I am lost in the dark Running so far It's never fast enough To forget what I have seen Never fast enough To forget who I thought you were I thought that I would be true to you No matter what you do I was wrong Nyx
When my soul is goneÂ
Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is goneÂ
No more tears todayÂ
At this moment I trust no one At this moment my hope in others is gone I feel no joy in the company that I keep My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today I have said all there is to say … Continue reading No more tears todayÂ
Words From The Borderline 
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