Blissful moments are the peace we seek Pleasure we never knew we could feel Until that moment has left you Showing you that it wasn’t real Bliss is the foreplay of torture The beauty of the moment slips away Until there is nothing left There is just another day Like so many days before I … Continue reading Bliss
despair
Acceptance
Today the sadness has passed I have to accept things as they are I need to stop having expectations I was always meant to walk this world alone I need to set my dreams aside I need to accept that I am broken This path is not meant for me to take It will only … Continue reading Acceptance
Dear God
Once again I long for death Devastated and broken By what I have spoken To someone who cared about me Sometimes I wonder if the pain will rip me apart Sometimes I wonder if the pain will stop my heart What would I be If I was not me Darkness and pain Fire and anger … Continue reading Dear God
Existing
I kind of want to die again It’s been a little while It’s very hard to be alive right now Its very hard to exist as myself in this current state that I am in Should I do something Should I help others in some way Or have I already said All there is to … Continue reading Existing
Addictions
Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx
Pray for peace
Up and down Down and up Why can’t they stay the same These emotions That I just cannot contain It is a form of torture I wish on no one I do not know how to stop them They come and then they go This is what happens when I stop moving This is when … Continue reading Pray for peace
There is only rain
The loneliness It cripples me People only care To some degree I see this when they walk away Because they always leave Today there is no light Today I cannot see There is only darkness There is only pain There are no roses There is only rain The agony is always there When I let … Continue reading There is only rain
Pandora’s box
I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
Into the abyss
I feel my body as it starts to shut down In this moment I have no hope I find no ground I fall into the darkness Into the abyss of my mind I no longer care I have no sense of time I no longer hope I no longer fear All I do is sit … Continue reading Into the abyss
Escape
Apathy is my friend It is the only way I will survive Disconnect or die This is what I feel I have known all along That happiness isn’t real Those moments of peace.. They never last I am haunted by the present I am haunted by the past There is no escape From the pain … Continue reading Escape
Words From The Borderline 
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