She stood there Her hair floated in the breeze The pain it gripped her Brought her to her knees She screamed but no one heard her She stretched out her arms But no one saw The scars that were red and raw The sorrow and the screams were ignored It was easier to look away … Continue reading Without sound
depression
The damned
I feel the grass beneath my fingers as I walk I feel the breeze as it brushes my face I see the beauty of the sky It is so blue today I listen to the birds As they sing to each other I think of the comfort they have From one another Yet all of … Continue reading The damned
Today
Today I question Everything and everyone Who am I Who have I become I feel so weary As the anxiety Brings me down I feel so lost I do not want to be found I do not want to be consumed By the pain that loneliness brings By the fire that burns in my chest … Continue reading Today
I must continue
As I walk along the path I listen as he speaks Another person comes and goes I had a few moments of peace Before I realized once again I haven’t found the one I must continue to protect myself As weary as I am I must push myself to wake up I must make myself … Continue reading I must continue
I have to keep fighting
I try not to think about the past The images that fly by so fast The things that I see I wish they were not real I wish they were not a part Of who I have become The weight it is so heavy The pain it turns to glass The shards fly at me … Continue reading I have to keep fighting
The setting sun
I love you and I hate you This I know is true You left me slowly dying Like so many have done before I screamed your name As you walked through the door There is nothing left Of the person I was before You are one of many Yet you have left your own scar … Continue reading The setting sun
Loneliness is what I fear
The pain It comes and goes Hits me in waves Sometimes it lasts for hours Sometimes it lasts for days Until I shut it down It is often soothed By the sound of someone else Or the sound of music Playing in my head Sometimes when the pain is gone All I feel is dread … Continue reading Loneliness is what I fear
Cold and still
I am lost Dead inside I am no one I am nothing I do not see the sun I do not see the sky I know longer feel the pain Nothing is the same My feet no longer move I lay here cold and still I have lost my will Nyx
Inside the flame
All that was left of her Were ashes in the breeze She fell to her knees But no one heard her cries No one heard her pleas She slowly burned away The pain was too great She could no longer stay She told herself to let go To let the fire blaze inside Then she … Continue reading Inside the flame
Lingers
I am always reminded Of the uncertainty in this life Of the things that I have lost Of the cruelty Of the ones who look away And the ones who do not stay I am left a wanderer Lost in this world Yet driven to be more than what I am Pushing myself every day … Continue reading Lingers
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