Up and down Down and up Why can’t they stay the same These emotions That I just cannot contain It is a form of torture I wish on no one I do not know how to stop them They come and then they go This is what happens when I stop moving This is when … Continue reading Pray for peace
depression
After the damage is done
What am I doing How do I change who I am Somedays all I want to do is sleep Somedays all I want to do is run away I cut them all out of my life Then I want them back What is wrong with me I am so lost today This is when I … Continue reading After the damage is done
For them
Tomorrow the sun will rise As I close my eyes I see the world turn black Sometimes I want to stay this way Keep them closed forever There are a few things that keep me here So I will open them again tomorrow Push past the sorrow And walk out the door Not for me … Continue reading For them
Until I say goodbye
There is no grey I will hate you today I will love you tomorrow You will be the focus of my feelings You will see my sorrow All I see is black and white Until I say goodbye I can no longer stay It hurts too much inside All I do is wait To hear … Continue reading Until I say goodbye
Without a home
She exists alone again There is no one there To hold her hand She seeks peace within herself Because she has no choice Forward she walks Into the unknown Somber still Without a home Nyx
For just a moment
As she walks away The grass dies beneath her feet The trees are blown from sight The clouds they turn to grey As the storm comes She looks to the sky As the rain falls She closes her eyes For just a moment she feels peace Nyx
Shut it down
In the end I see There will be no one beside me I have to make myself believe That I will be alright someday That somehow I can make myself Shut it down again All the pain inside I have to make it stop Nyx
Destruction
Alone I sit Trying to make myself numb It is not working today As I push another away I feel the pain in my chest I am attracted to destruction In this attraction I feel no shame It is only myself That I have to blame I am trying to remember something good I just … Continue reading Destruction
There is only rain
The loneliness It cripples me People only care To some degree I see this when they walk away Because they always leave Today there is no light Today I cannot see There is only darkness There is only pain There are no roses There is only rain The agony is always there When I let … Continue reading There is only rain
I want to find my home
My whole life I have suffered When will it end I am so tired Of pretending I am ok I sit here and cry As another walks away They come and they go I throw them out of my life It is never enough I need more than they can give I cannot breathe As … Continue reading I want to find my home
Words From The Borderline 
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