Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx

No more tears today 

At this moment I trust no one  At this moment my hope in others is gone  I feel no joy in the company that I keep  My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today  I have said all there is to say  … Continue reading No more tears today 

A lion who fears no one

When the walls cave in on me  When it is too dark to see  I feel the anger beneath my skin  It is part of the darkness buried within The rage pushes me forward  It gives me strength  I have reached a path  A path of no return  If you are in my gaze  You … Continue reading A lion who fears no one

Float away 

I feel my skin burn within  I feel my heart shatter  I cannot help but ask myself  Why does anything matter  I try to make it through each day  I try to hold my head high I show a smile upon my face  A smile that isn't real  All I want is peace from this … Continue reading Float away 

As my heart peels away

I watch as the sun rises  I watch as the sun sets  I can not help but wonder  Is this as good as it gets  These moments here and there  These moments when I find my way  These moments when I write to you  When I show you the way  I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away

Away from the light

At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

What is left of me

No one will find me  No one will see  What I leave behind  When I am gone  No one will see  What is left of me  Nyx

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

Darkness follows continued…

Darkness will follow me wherever I go  In the end everyone goes away  Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy  He is my reality I try to push him aside  But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain  He sees my weakness  He sees my shame  He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…