In my mind I see fields
Filled with flowers of color
Filled with grass so green
I feel the breeze
Sweep across my face
Peace fills me in this place
I see myself as beautiful
As I walk slowly
Moving with grace
This is how I want to see myself
Smiling in this field
Forever feeling the breeze
This is my escape
This is my home
Nyx
I see what he has done
I see the grass that has grown brown
I see the trees wither and die around me
I see the sky fade into grey
I walk away from the dark
With every tear I shed
With every sting that this nightmare brings
I push forward
And as I go
I will my heartbeat to slow
I will my sorrow away
I take a seed and plant it
With my love I know it will grow
Someday I will see the trees again
Someday I will see the green
Someday the sky will shine with color
Beauty will not be forgotten
It will be seen
I will live my life again
I will live within my dream
Nyx
Beauty exists not in what we look like
But in who we truly are
Beauty is in our actions
Our empathy
Our understanding of each other
Beauty exists in the selfless
The people who take a moment
To show kindness to someone in pain
This makes someone beautiful
Not the outer layer, the skin
Beauty lies within
I float away in dreams
This is where I will stay
Trying to escape the pain
This is where I will remain
Sometimes it is easy to escape
Sometimes it is not
Finding peace
Finding true happiness
Is all I have ever wanted
All I have ever sought
With each breath I take
I want to float away
To a place where
Streams flow through the valley
Flowers bloom so bright
I follow the stream with no end in sight
This is where I long to be
Walking among the stream
With peace in my heart
Floating away in this beautiful place
The one thing I can depend on
The one thing that is mine
Nyx
I am just a dreamer
Looking for beauty in everything I see
Especially the people around me
There is something I am missing
Something I have not found
In the meantime I live within these dreams
Of different places and different faces
Of valleys, rivers, and streams
Ancient and modern cities with people everywhere
Learning the way they live and how they get from here to there
This is where I go when life drags me down
This is where a path lies ahead waiting for me
My dreams will show me the way to my destiny
Nyx
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When he looks at her he sees perfection
Beauty that is beyond words
Feelings that stir as quickly as the tide rips from the sea
This is what I want him to see when he looks at me
Nyx
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She has such beauty
She has such grace
When I see her she makes my heart race
What I wouldn’t do to win her heart
If she took my hand I would never let her go
Oh my darling I just need you to know
That my love for you will only continue to grow
Nyx
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Today I dream of fields with flowers
Valleys and streams of beauty
Today I see the colors light up the sky
As the wind picks up and lifts the leaves up high
I wait and watch as the colors fade…as the sun starts to set and the moon begins to rise
It is in between this time…right before the darkness comes…that I see your eyes
Nyx
I want to be loved beyond measure
I want to feel completely happy and free
I want to hold the hand of my one true love and feel him beside me
I want to smile and laugh
I want to run into his arms
I want that moment to last forever
I want that moment to stay in my mind…
I want a love that will surpass the end of time
I wish that I could be calmer
More mild and less extreme
But then I wouldn’t be myself
Then I wouldn’t dream
Of people and places I want to see
Of things I can only imagine exist
I fear that if I don’t move forward I will never get to see the world
I fear that if I am not perfect I will never get past this loop that is my life
I dream of fields of beauty
I dream of the oceans song
I dream that I will find this place…this place that I belong
I would finally be at peace…my wandering thoughts would calm
I will find you someday my beautiful place…my heart…my home
Words From The Borderline 
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