Free Fall #2 

Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested  To see just how much I can take  Sometimes I just do not understand  Why I never seem to land  It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground  All I feel is everything pushing me down  What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2 

Deflect

I used to dream of death Those dreams where the best I ever had An escape from the pain An escape from this life An escape from the gap in my mind A gap that is thick and sharp like a knife Then there was apathy The numbness from the inside out I drifted from … Continue reading Deflect

Hello Darkness my dear 

Hello darkness my old friend It's nice to see you again  I know you're creeping  As I'm sleeping  I know you'll be there in the end  Oh dear friend how are you  It hasn't been too long  Are you hear to catch my tears  Are you hear to sing me a song  Well darkness at … Continue reading Hello Darkness my dear 

My Shame

The glass shatters around me As everything falls apart You took away my faith in you When you broke my heart I listen to the venom spew from you As I try to keep myself sane I try to keep myself together To make myself aware That I am to blame Because I could not … Continue reading My Shame

Inside out

I feel like a blank slate Not filled with anger Not filled with hate Just numb from the inside out I try to run But I can't escape my fate What have I done It is already too late Nyx Image Source http://anaamortizing.tk

Slipping Away

At this moment I care about nothing I fall into the darkness willingly Waiting for the arms of my darkness to embrace me I feel myself slip away from this world and fall into his In the end he is always there Waiting for me to see, that there is no one else Just him … Continue reading Slipping Away

Mania

  Sometime I just want to escape the world Disappear into nothing But mania brings me forward, makes me stand My mania spins me round and round People around me are sick of the sound My words are too fast I speak too much I’m crazy to some Intriguing to others I pull people toward me … Continue reading Mania

Want to 

I want to stay numb today I want to be free of myself I want to be free of you I want to be able to keep this feeling of apathy I want  to be able to break free from the core I want to find peace I want to find my forever home

The power of magnetism

This man has the power of magnetism Everyone wants to be the center of his focus When he is near they all feel his strong pull Women all want to be that special piece of metal They want to be the piece that sticks The piece that sticks and doesn't let go They are intrigued … Continue reading The power of magnetism