I hear music in my head Repeating round and round It soothes me when I hurt inside It soothes me when I'm down I wish I wasn't the way that I am But there is nothing I can do Sometimes I think I torture myself on purpose Just to prove that there is nothing I … Continue reading One of the damned
Sometimes misery drags me down so quickly The ground gives way and I sink so deep I don't want to wake up, I just want to sleep One action...one move...can spin me down so fast and so far I lose myself and I forget who I am I become someone else when you bring me … Continue reading Misery
One step forward one step back Trying to keep myself on track Watching everyone around me So close and yet so far That's where they are
I pretend to smile I pretend to be ok I hold back on things I should say I pretend not to see that you screwed me I pretend not to feel the pain I don't want to see my reality The selfishness of the people around me These people who pretend to care Where are … Continue reading Pretend
I feel the tension radiate from him to me It makes me crazy...I can't breathe He is hurting me with his tension...why can't he see I just want to be calm...I just want to be free I want to be alone I want to be away from this I know longer want to be his
Sometimes I feel the pain So deep in my heart...so deep in my chest It grips me sometimes...this loneliness I feel It is a painful reminder that the past is real Sometimes it disappears in shadow Sometimes it fades away with the light It is always a struggle for me...always a fight It hurts today...It … Continue reading Pain
I have to harden my heart I have to keep it that way Many may not understand But many have not lost All that they have ever had When your world gets ripped away When you are left with nothing Tell me then that I shouldn't harden my heart Tell me then that you understand … Continue reading Harden my heart
I wait for the sun to set I wait for the moon to rise My friend has come for me He leads me to my demise I stop and look at him...I stare into his eyes Not today old friend... it's you I despise Give me back my life I say Will it ever stop... … Continue reading Return of darkness
Words From The Borderline 
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