Addictions

Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx

I can’t wait for that last tick

I hear the tick Of each moment in time It comforts me I know that with each tick I come closer to my end I can’t wait for that last tick Tick tock Nyx

Bang

There’s the pain If I go out It will be with a bang Nyx

Take my hand

Our souls are joined together The way we were always meant to be Take my hand Walk out of hell with me Nyx

Darkness please come

I long for the darkness to take me there Away from this life I can no longer care About what exists outside these walls All I want right now is to never wake up Darkness please come Darkness please take me away I give up You have won today Nyx

Alien

I feel empty Alone and guarded Tired of the pain The others always bring I often feel That I am an alien in this world That I will never really belong here My smile My words I fool you all I have never been human I am something else And I am still here Every … Continue reading Alien

Push

I want to push away the world Everything outside of myself I want it out of my head Far away from me Nyx

Love

Today I try to be grateful For how far I have come But life does take a toll After so many battles fought Some I have lost Some I have won All I can do is hope That there is something beyond this life All I can do is feel love For the things that … Continue reading Love

The rising sun

In the end I see Clear blue skies await me With every rising sun As a new day has begun I have hope in my heart  Hope I did not have before After every battle I have fought and won Finally peace finds me with the dawn of this new sun Nyx

Never enough

In the darkness I hide from you The pain slips out A little with each cut Never enough to stop Nyx