When everything shatters

It is only when you have lost it all  That you can see how far you can fall  It is only when everything shatters  That you see what really matters  When all you see is darkness... you can still find the way As the light filters through the sky  As the sun still rises each … Continue reading When everything shatters

Music as my solace

When I feel the panic rise I listen for the sound It helps me feel peace It calms me down My sweet music I would be lost without you I could never escape This anxiety that grips me Like a freaking earth quake It shatters me to the core Makes my heart race With music … Continue reading Music as my solace

Sunlight

I feel the sunlight on my face  So comforting... so warm  It gives me peace and solace It helps me brace for the storm 

Hope

On wings of hope I fly ...from the ashes I rise...I push forward with strength from my soul...Just look to the skies Nyx

What do you see

What do you see when you look at me Is it a girl lost with brown eyes Or a woman fighting through a storm in the sea

Dreams

I wish that I could be calmer More mild and less extreme But then I wouldn't be myself Then I wouldn't dream Of people and places I want to see Of things I can only imagine exist I fear that if I don't move forward I will never get to see the world I fear that … Continue reading Dreams

Fly 

If you want to fly, give up everything that weighs you down - Buddha 

Do not fall

I sit and listen to the sound of my heart beating I feel my mind retreating Falling back into that dark place Don’t look behind you Just keep looking ahead Don’t remember any of the words he said In the end all you have is you No one else has seen what you have No … Continue reading Do not fall

The light has dawned again

The light has dawned again A new day has come I hate that I am reminded sometimes where I come from Once again I bring myself out of that dark place Once again I stand up and look past that face Leave me alone darkness I swear you will never win Stay where you belong... … Continue reading The light has dawned again