My beating heart

Sometimes I feel the dread creep into my heart Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with my head You brought back a beating heart that was dead But what will you do when you see the scars What will you do when you see the sadness The darkness buried beneath my skin Nyx   Image … Continue reading My beating heart

Music # 4

Sometimes it feels so good to dance  To twirl around to the sound  Of sweet music  Beautiful music  To soothe my mind  I never have  I never will  Be brought to this place of beauty  This place I can move and sway  Forget about my worries  Forget about today  Only with music I can find … Continue reading Music # 4

I float away in dreams

I float away in dreams  This is where I will stay Trying to escape the pain  This is where I will remain  Sometimes it is easy to escape  Sometimes it is not  Finding peace  Finding true happiness Is all I have ever wanted All I have ever sought  With each breath I take  I want … Continue reading I float away in dreams

Dance 

Dance away my worry Dance away my fear I forget about it all As I sway to the sound Finding peace as I swirl around Each turn Each sway of my hips Each spin Brings me sweet release Brings me peace Nyx Image Source: http://hellish-b0y.tumblr.com

Disassociate

Do you know what it is like to disassociate To detach yourself To live in a world that you create To live inside your mind Nyx

One of the damned 

I hear music in my head Repeating round and round It soothes me when I hurt inside It soothes me when I'm down I wish I wasn't the way that I am But there is nothing I can do Sometimes I think I torture myself on purpose Just to prove that there is nothing I … Continue reading One of the damned 

Tell me

Tell me when you hear my heart stop Tell me when you hear the silence Tell me when the pain is over Tell me when I'm gone Nyx

There are somethings I may never find

I really never know what to expect  So many people have come and gone  But some haven't left me yet  I am not an ordinary person  In an ordinary life  I have seen my nightmares become real  I have lost everything and everyone  I have walked hand in hand with someone,  but still felt alone  … Continue reading There are somethings I may never find

Sometimes tears say all there is to say 

When I am feeling lost I look up to the sky and see  The starlight in all its beauty shine down upon me  When I feel the pain I gaze into the night  I hope for happiness I hope for peace from the light  I want someone to take away this loneliness, take away the … Continue reading Sometimes tears say all there is to say 

Hope

I have tried to drift away into nothing But something always brings me back I have tried to drift into the valley of shadow But something will not let me go I have tried to escape this shit storm that is my life But something keeps me here That something is hope Nyx Image Source: http://abduction.ml … Continue reading Hope