Slipping Away

At this moment I care about nothing I fall into the darkness willingly Waiting for the arms of my darkness to embrace me I feel myself slip away from this world and fall into his In the end he is always there Waiting for me to see, that there is no one else Just him … Continue reading Slipping Away

I yearn for…

As the wind blows and the world turns I yearn for something real I yearn for the emptiness To no longer exist I yearn for the gap in my soul To fill itself I yearn for the pain To never come back I yearn for people To stop disappointing me I yearn for peace From … Continue reading I yearn for…

First Kiss

You may not realize it, but it's the little  things that mean the most  You may question me and the things I  say, but deep down you know they are  true  Part of you refuses to believe that I am  real and not a ghost  Harder still is to believe that you are the  center … Continue reading First Kiss

Stop and listen 

Each step is a struggle not to fall apart  Each step feels harder and harder to make  My heart plummets to the ground  Stop and listen and you will hear the sound  As my heart falls so do I  Nyx

I want to be free

I want to enter the world of my dreams I want to find the peace that I seek I want to feel my mind, my body, and my soul at rest I want to escape the pain that haunts me I want to be loved for all that I am My happiness, my sorrow, my … Continue reading I want to be free

Struck down

A storm is coming  I can feel the thunder as it roars I can feel my heart beat pound in my chest  As the lightning strikes the ground  The rain starts to pour down  Covered in water with my arms toward the sky  I ask to be struck down  Please just let me die  Nyx … Continue reading Struck down

My today and my tomorrow

I look at her and feel love bloom in my chest She is all I will ever need, all I will ever want With her hand in mine my soul is at rest With her eyes on me nothing else matters With her smile I see the sunshine When she looks at me I know … Continue reading My today and my tomorrow

Can you fix the broken 

Can you fix the broken Can you heal my heart Can you find a way To hit rewind - then delete and replay

I survive that is what I do

I am a survivor, so that is what I do best Life is never easy, but I take each challenge as it comes I don't care what I have to face, or if I will ever get to rest Keep throwing shit at me I will keep deflecting it Someday you will see That you … Continue reading I survive that is what I do

As the rocks crumple

As the rocks crumple beneath my feet As the sun sets I try to keep the darkness out of my head But he always finds a way in Like a serpent he latches on and then burrows within No matter what I say or do He never gives up, he always breaks through Once again … Continue reading As the rocks crumple