No certainty

There is no certainty in this life People are here Then they are gone Happiness turns to sorrow Sorrow turns to hate Sometimes you catch onto something Sometimes you catch it too late Nyx

My land of make believe 

I feel this weight crushing me  I can no longer breathe I want to stay in my land of make believe  Where everything is how I want it to be I want to be with the one who loves me  In a world we have created  In a world we will remain  Keeping my mind … Continue reading My land of make believe 

Hold on

In the end what really matters  Is that you find the one you need  Hold onto him and do not let go  Do not run too fast  Do not run too slow Just hold on to him  Do not let the world dissuade you  Do not let others hold you back  Do not let obstacles … Continue reading Hold on

When I blink 

I listen as you breathe beside me Trying to keep myself awake  Telling myself I can do this without you Knowing deep down that I cannot  I listen as the cars pass below  Staring out through the window  Telling myself things will get better  Knowing deep down that they won't  I see happiness beside me  … Continue reading When I blink 

Bleeding Heart

I thought I was strong But right now I am weak I should have known all along What my weakness was I should have remembered That happiness isn’t real I should have remembered The way that heart break makes me feel I didn’t remember until the pain hit I didn’t remember until my chest was … Continue reading Bleeding Heart

You will never beat me

Watch me as I stumble Watch me as I fall Watch the world crash down around me Watch me while I say fuck you all You will never beat me Because you cannot break What has already been broken Nyx

Lies

Trust I have come to learn  I will never find The only one I can trust is me  I will never again be blind  I will never again be vulnerable  I have had enough of the dishonesty  I have had enough of everyone  There is nothing more that I hate  There is nothing that makes … Continue reading Lies

Where do I begin 

Beneath the surface all I see  Are fissures filled with darkness  Cracks in my soul  Spread throughout and hardened  With each hardship, with each toll They spread further and wider  Right beneath the surface  Right beneath the skin  Where does the darkness end  When do I begin 

Dead Inside

I wish I knew what was wrong with me Sometimes I wish that I couldn’t see I wish I was blind to everything I wish I was blind to everyone I just want to escape this life I just want to be someone else I don’t want to feel this pain anymore I don’t want … Continue reading Dead Inside

Through the door

I sit here feeling my chest cave in Wondering why everything is a fight When I think it will begin When I know that something is right The door is slammed in my face Why can't I just erase The things that keep me from you Why can't I just escape from this cage What … Continue reading Through the door