I fight for the broken 

I am busted, broken, and alone  There was a time I was softly spoken  Drawn inside my own world This is when I saw too much Fearing the wrath of his touch  Waiting for the stars to shine The stars were the only thing that were mine  I never spoke about my fears Instead I … Continue reading I fight for the broken 

Lost among the mist 

Alone I float by  Lost among the mist  Constantly asking myself why  Feeling the knife twist  The past comes back to haunt me No matter what I do  You are the one who put me here This I know is true  You are the one I used to fear  As time passes your face stays … Continue reading Lost among the mist 

Welcome back

I don't know why I am surprised this time  The pain is so deep  It stabs me as I sleep  Bursting from the inside  Stabbing at my chest  Welcome back to hell I say  Forget about the rest  What makes you think it will be better  It will never be ok  What makes you think … Continue reading Welcome back

Lost to this world 

I saw her cry  Broken she wept  Lost to this world  Alone she sits  Wondering why  She can't just float away  Like a feather in the sky  Instead she is here Stuck in her own skin Year after year  Living in fear  Wondering why  She is stuck in this place  Wondering what she must face  … Continue reading Lost to this world 

Under water

Your words they cut so deep  Huge cuts that slice through my soul  I knew that I would pay a price  I knew that there would be a toll You slander me with words you say  Thinking that this is my price to pay  With each lash and every word you spew  All I see … Continue reading Under water

The land of lost souls

I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls

Falling through the floor

Here I go again  Falling through the floor  Here I go again  Walking out the door  Here I go again  Looking for comfort  Here I go again  Looking for an end 

Once again

Once again I feel myself drowning  Once again I just want to scream  I want to float away  I want to live in a dream  I wish I could escape this nightmare that is my life  I wish I could escape the pain  I want to stop pretending  I want it all to stop  I … Continue reading Once again

Clarity

When it feels like the world is crashing down I look to the sky I breathe in the air I start to question why Then I realize that sometimes there is no answer Sometimes there are no reasons Looking at the beauty of the world brings me peace It shows me that there is so … Continue reading Clarity

Deflect

I used to dream of death Those dreams where the best I ever had An escape from the pain An escape from this life An escape from the gap in my mind A gap that is thick and sharp like a knife Then there was apathy The numbness from the inside out I drifted from … Continue reading Deflect