I am always reminded Of the uncertainty in this life Of the things that I have lost Of the cruelty Of the ones who look away And the ones who do not stay I am left a wanderer Lost in this world Yet driven to be more than what I am Pushing myself every day … Continue reading Lingers
Dark Poetry
Loneliness
I ask myself why I can not be alone Why does the pain hit When I sit here in silence Why does it go away Only when someone is near This is what I fear That this loneliness Will consume me That the pain will never leave Why does it have to hurt so much … Continue reading Loneliness
No one
I feel the sadness It is coming on I do not know why I do not know how to fix it All I want to do is cry I am not as strong As I want to be Because I can not live Without someone beside me This makes me weak This person that I … Continue reading No one
You are not alone
At this moment I feel so empty Hollow inside Sometimes I ask myself Why I even tried Why I thought that I could be happy Why I thought I would find the door The door that opens to another life To a life without the pain I can no longer endure A life lived without … Continue reading You are not alone
Underneath the darkness
It is so hard To force myself forward I just do not care right now I feel my dreams slip away Every moment Every day I just feel beaten Broken down All I want is someone there To accept me as I am It is so hard to get up today It is so hard … Continue reading Underneath the darkness
Dark thoughts
When I sit still Some times the pain is just too much I do not know what to do I no longer have words to say The pain hits me Every single day I do not want to think I do not want to cry All I want to do Is say goodbye Nyx
Breathe
Today I have fallen Into my darkest hour I know longer want to be me The pain is so great It tears me apart Yet here I remain Waiting for it to stop Waiting to become numb I can no longer bear it This pain I feel inside I have lost my hope I have … Continue reading Breathe
All I need
I thought I was lost before That was before I opened the door There is no foundation There is no ground I have been looking But I have not found That hand to catch me As I free float in the air All I want is someone to love me All I need is someone … Continue reading All I need
No one
I feel the ice Pressed against my skin I feel the air compress As my chest caves in I hear myself As I gasp for air There is no one there Nyx
Pandora’s box
I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
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