Today I dream of fields with flowers Valleys and streams of beauty Today I see the colors light up the sky As the wind picks up and lifts the leaves up high I wait and watch as the colors fade...as the sun starts to set and the moon begins to rise It is in between … Continue reading As the colors fade
Dark Poetry
Agony
As soon as I stop moving As soon as my mind stills... I am flooded with agony It is not a memory...it is not a face It is just all consuming heartache All I see is darkness...bleak and black Why can I never slow down...without the pain slamming me back This is why I move so quickly...this … Continue reading Agony
Darkness didn’t come out today
Back and forth we go... my mind spins Sometimes too fast...sometimes too slow I need something else...I need something more Where are you darkness...let's settle the score I'm not feeling right...but you haven't found me yet Guess you are delayed...holding my broken heart in your hands There is something wrong with me darkness Did you … Continue reading Darkness didn’t come out today
One step forward
One step forward one step back Trying to keep myself on track Watching everyone around me So close and yet so far That's where they are
Darkness # 4
Need to stay in motion Need to pass the time If I don't he will catch me He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time So I continue to move too fast My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4
Pretend
I pretend to smile I pretend to be ok I hold back on things I should say I pretend not to see that you screwed me I pretend not to feel the pain I don't want to see my reality The selfishness of the people around me These people who pretend to care Where are … Continue reading Pretend
Sometimes #2
So here I sit alone I try to calm my brain My thoughts again so jumbled I know that I'm not sane Sometimes I wish I wasn't me Sometimes I want to run away Sometimes I wish I could see myself as the same person every day Sometimes I wish I could see myself the … Continue reading Sometimes #2
So freaking much pain
So much pain So alone So much pain...it's breaking me apart It's all I feel Sometimes I wish I could just forget Lose my mind and become a blank slate I just want to walk away I want to jump...I want to fall Please just let me forget...please just let me escape If there's a … Continue reading So freaking much pain
Quick Sand
How do you fix a miserable person Misery I should have seen all along The misery brings me down into this pit of despair I can't take it anymore...I just want to escape I feel trapped in a cage and no one has the key I feel myself sinking into sand...I can barely see Someone … Continue reading Quick Sand
Shut up
Watch the blood drip on the floor Look for the lock on the door I fear his anger more than blood I'd rather see the truth than hear the lies Don't say your sorry when you don't mean it You see that speck Get over there and clean it Perfection on the outside destruction within … Continue reading Shut up
Words From The Borderline 
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