Under water

Your words they cut so deep  Huge cuts that slice through my soul  I knew that I would pay a price  I knew that there would be a toll You slander me with words you say  Thinking that this is my price to pay  With each lash and every word you spew  All I see … Continue reading Under water

The land of lost souls

I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls

Falling through the floor

Here I go again  Falling through the floor  Here I go again  Walking out the door  Here I go again  Looking for comfort  Here I go again  Looking for an end 

Once again

Once again I feel myself drowning  Once again I just want to scream  I want to float away  I want to live in a dream  I wish I could escape this nightmare that is my life  I wish I could escape the pain  I want to stop pretending  I want it all to stop  I … Continue reading Once again

Bleeding Heart

I thought I was strong But right now I am weak I should have known all along What my weakness was I should have remembered That happiness isn’t real I should have remembered The way that heart break makes me feel I didn’t remember until the pain hit I didn’t remember until my chest was … Continue reading Bleeding Heart

Lies

Trust I have come to learn  I will never find The only one I can trust is me  I will never again be blind  I will never again be vulnerable  I have had enough of the dishonesty  I have had enough of everyone  There is nothing more that I hate  There is nothing that makes … Continue reading Lies

Where do I begin 

Beneath the surface all I see  Are fissures filled with darkness  Cracks in my soul  Spread throughout and hardened  With each hardship, with each toll They spread further and wider  Right beneath the surface  Right beneath the skin  Where does the darkness end  When do I begin 

Dead Inside

I wish I knew what was wrong with me Sometimes I wish that I couldn’t see I wish I was blind to everything I wish I was blind to everyone I just want to escape this life I just want to be someone else I don’t want to feel this pain anymore I don’t want … Continue reading Dead Inside

No one

There was a girl  She was happy  She was free No one noticed  When someone changed her destiny  No one noticed  When her smile turned into a frown  No one noticed That her head started to look down  No one listened when she needed ears  She was left alone, buried within herself  Buried within her … Continue reading No one

Hello Darkness my dear 

Hello darkness my old friend It's nice to see you again  I know you're creeping  As I'm sleeping  I know you'll be there in the end  Oh dear friend how are you  It hasn't been too long  Are you hear to catch my tears  Are you hear to sing me a song  Well darkness at … Continue reading Hello Darkness my dear