You are not alone

At this moment I feel so empty Hollow inside Sometimes I ask myself Why I even tried Why I thought that I could be happy Why I thought I would find the door The door that opens to another life To a life without the pain I can no longer endure A life lived without … Continue reading You are not alone

This world inside my dream

Today I see the sun It shines through the trees I watch as the leaves fall I feel the breeze I try to find within myself The strength I know is there I want to find my home In my mind I take myself there To another place and time To this world inside my … Continue reading This world inside my dream

Underneath the darkness

It is so hard To force myself forward I just do not care right now I feel my dreams slip away Every moment Every day I just feel beaten Broken down All I want is someone there To accept me as I am It is so hard to get up today It is so hard … Continue reading Underneath the darkness

Pain

I feel myself fall Farther and farther I go Into the depths below It never stops This cycle that is my life There is no end to this game I will never be the same As I lay here broken Pieces of me slip away Once again all I feel is pain Nyx

Hope

In my mind I see No clear path before me I push forward Every day Hoping I will find the way Hoping that the emptiness will subside Hoping that the pain will stop I try to live in each moment With hope in my heart That I will find the peace I seek That I … Continue reading Hope

What is Love

Love is something I do not know Does it linger Does it grow Is it fleeting Or does it remain Is it only there When someone has something to gain I do not understand this emotion All I feel is pain Nyx

I just want to live

I do not want to think About the things I could regret I do not want to know Anything right now I just want to escape All the things you create These images in my mind The ones that take me back in time I have nothing to say I have nothing to give I … Continue reading I just want to live

Dark thoughts

When I sit still Some times the pain is just too much I do not know what to do I no longer have words to say The pain hits me Every single day I do not want to think I do not want to cry All I want to do Is say goodbye Nyx

On my own

I am still floating in the air I will not know where I am going Until I get there What do you do When the world crashes down Where do you turn When no ones around I keep walking forward Somehow I do Some days are so hard Just to live through Maybe some day … Continue reading On my own

Breathe

Today I have fallen Into my darkest hour I know longer want to be me The pain is so great It tears me apart Yet here I remain Waiting for it to stop Waiting to become numb I can no longer bear it This pain I feel inside I have lost my hope I have … Continue reading Breathe