Still drifting

I walk this world a wanderer

Drifting from here to there

It is hard to believe I am still breathing

But here I am still wandering the land

Some days I wish I was not me

Somedays I wish I was gone

Today I sit here, still breathing

Always fighting through the pain

Always fighting to hold on

I will remain as I have always been

A wanderer running away from sin

Running away from my shame

There is no one here to blame

I left them when I drifted

Along this path in life

I had to let them go

I had to say goodbye

I will never stop moving

There is no home for me

Wandering here then moving forward

This is who I was meant to be

Nyx

4 thoughts on “Still drifting

  1. Indeed, my dear friend, it is very difficult to get rid of ourselves (ego and mind) to detach us from those tentacles and find our real Self in us, to find not a copied happiness but permanent happiness and light.
    I embrace you with my heart and send you many hugs and much love
    Didi

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