I exist in my own hell
A busted broken shell
I break everyday
Nothing takes the pain away
There is no song that brings lasting peace
There is no wind on my face
There is no ground to walk on
There is nothing anyone can say
Because they all walk away
I wish I did not exist
But here I am
Living this life of pain
I will never be the same
I cannot fix what they have done
I was created and at the moment
My creators have won
I no longer see the beauty of the sun
I no longer see a blue sky
In this moment all I want to
Is die
Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
Some might think this is too hopeless, but it just expresses the honesty of how someone feels when overwhlemed by depression.
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You are exactly right. I wouldn’t still be here otherwise
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Sometimes we just have to let it out!
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That is true
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i wish i didn’t relate, but i do. beautifully written, and i hope this finds you in a good place.
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I hope you are at peace to. Just know you are not alone.
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My dear friend
You are never alone – their are people also around you who may not have the direct contact, but good thoughts have no distance, they cross even oceans inbetween – let these good thoughts enter your heart and you can feel it, not just the darkness.
I embrace you in my heart with all good wishes and thoughts.
Love and light to you
Didi
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Thank you Didi. Love and light to you too my dear friend. 💕
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Thank you my friend:)
Hugs from my heart to yours
Didi
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Nyx, I hope you will be ok!
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I am ok right now. Peace and happiness to you.
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Ok blessings.
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Beautiful! So relatable! xox
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I am sorry that you relate to it, but if it helps in someway I am glad it does. 💕
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Yes it really did help me a lot, thanks ❤️
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You’re welcome 💕
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