Lost and alone again I sit 

Which episode do I revisit 

I try not to remember 

But the feeling overwhelms me 

Sorrow and pain 

A reminder of who I am 

Never forgetting the things I have done

Never forgetting where I come from 

This is just the way that it is 

I feel the apathy as it grows 

No one knows 

What I have seen 

There is no steady banister 

No where to lean 

This is just the way it is 

Nothing is constant 

Nothing will remain 

Yet the feelings are the same 

Nyx