For those who care to read it again, there you go my friends
Today my heart feels heavy...with sadness and pain Sometimes I wish I could float away... Live a life in another place...in another time Be with people who love me...be with a family that is mine A family that loves me through the good and bad days...a family who will stand beside me till the end … Continue reading Another place and time
I wish that I could be calmer More mild and less extreme But then I wouldn't be myself Then I wouldn't dream Of people and places I want to see Of things I can only imagine exist I fear that if I don't move forward I will never get to see the world I fear that … Continue reading Dreams
Need to stay in motion Need to pass the time If I don't he will catch me He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time So I continue to move too fast My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4
I pretend to smile I pretend to be ok I hold back on things I should say I pretend not to see that you screwed me I pretend not to feel the pain I don't want to see my reality The selfishness of the people around me These people who pretend to care Where are … Continue reading Pretend
I feel the tension radiate from him to me It makes me crazy...I can't breathe He is hurting me with his tension...why can't he see I just want to be calm...I just want to be free I want to be alone I want to be away from this I know longer want to be his
I sit and listen to the sound of my heart beating I feel my mind retreating Falling back into that dark place Don’t look behind you Just keep looking ahead Don’t remember any of the words he said In the end all you have is you No one else has seen what you have No … Continue reading Do not fall
Through everything I have been through... In this moment I can say I am eternally grateful for music and my cat
The light has dawned again A new day has come I hate that I am reminded sometimes where I come from Once again I bring myself out of that dark place Once again I stand up and look past that face Leave me alone darkness I swear you will never win Stay where you belong... … Continue reading The light has dawned again
I dream of something more Someone I have searched for...but have not found I feel incomplete...alone...and bound I don't want to stop searching but I have given up hope I thought I found you more than once I thought I found you but I was wrong So here I sit and feel the pain I … Continue reading Incomplete
Words From The Borderline 
You must be logged in to post a comment.