I wake up with renewed strength I do not know how I feel this way I do not know how I find the will To wake up and carry on But somehow this is what I do Day after day I wake up and I move Hoping this day will be better than the last … Continue reading Strength
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Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Help
I feel my body weighed down It is so hard to walk It is so hard to breathe This weight it crushes me Weighs me down from the outside in At this moment I feel nothing I am just pushed down by it all Gulping for air With no cry for help No way to … Continue reading Help
Father
I know longer care about life I know longer care about death All I have ever wanted was a father One who loved and protected me Kept me safe from harm As time passes I hope this wish will fade This dream of him and I Instead I sit here in agony Wondering why I … Continue reading Father
Leave me where I stand
As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx
With every step
Even though I am thrown I somehow find my way Somehow I have grown Into something new Somehow I have grown Smarter with every step All that I can say Is that I will not give up No matter what comes my way I will not stop Because I survive That is what I do … Continue reading With every step
What is left of me
No one will find me No one will see What I leave behind When I am gone No one will see What is left of me Nyx
I long for peace
I sit here and I dream About a life without the pain On the inside I just scream In my chest it is always the same The pain stabs through my heart It tears right through my soul Taking everything that I am Until I lose control My mind shuts down My stomach turns As … Continue reading I long for peace
I see the sun
The cage is opened I have stepped through You unlocked the door I owe my life to you You gave me the freedom to keep fighting The strength to push past the door The strength to pick myself up To find who I was before I will never forget what you have done Because … Continue reading I see the sun
Breaking point
At one point or another I think we all break down I have reached a breaking point My emotions have drained me dry At this moment I will let myself cry Nyx
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