What do you see

What do you see when you look at me Is it a girl lost with brown eyes Or a woman fighting through a storm in the sea

Another place and time

Today my heart feels heavy...with sadness and pain  Sometimes I wish I could float away...  Live a life in another place...in another time  Be with people who love me...be with a family that is mine A family that loves me through the good and bad days...a family who will stand beside me till the end  … Continue reading Another place and time

Tension 

I feel the tension radiate from him to me It makes me crazy...I can't breathe  He is hurting me with his tension...why can't he see  I just want to be calm...I just want to be free I want to be alone  I want to be away from this I know longer want to be his 

Sometimes #2

So here I sit alone I try to calm my brain My thoughts again so jumbled I know that I'm not sane Sometimes I wish I wasn't me Sometimes I want to run away Sometimes I wish I could see myself as the same person every day Sometimes I wish I could see myself the … Continue reading Sometimes #2

Fu** you 

Wow does it suck when people disappoint you But you know what's worse...when your the idiot who continues to let them do it So today I say fuc* your indifference Fuc* my idiocy and fuc* you

Quick Sand

How do you fix a miserable person Misery I should have seen all along The misery brings me down into this pit of despair I can't take it anymore...I just want to escape I feel trapped in a cage and no one has the key I feel myself sinking into sand...I can barely see Someone … Continue reading Quick Sand

Shut up

Watch the blood drip on the floor Look for the lock on the door I fear his anger more than blood  I'd rather see the truth than hear the lies  Don't say your sorry when you don't mean it You see that speck  Get over there and clean it  Perfection on the outside destruction within  … Continue reading Shut up

Foolish

Foolish so foolish I am Making the same mistakes again Jumping right in without thought or care Making my mind up...pushing doubt aside I like the thrill of risk...I like the feel of the dare Jumping in makes me feel alive...makes me more aware Aware of myself...aware of the world around me I don't care … Continue reading Foolish

Love so deep

To feel love so deep until the end of a lifetime How sweet this would be To have someone who stands beside and worships me Time passes and imperfections come to light Is this why in the end we must fight Fight for that passion...fight for the spark... To keep the feeling of love so deep … Continue reading Love so deep

Believe in you

I wake up and I fight each day To make it better than the last I always have so much to say My mind spins round so fast Life is to short you see...to remain in the past I look to it for introspection...I look to it to see That there is so much strength … Continue reading Believe in you