The hole within my soul

I still can’t fill the pit The hole within my soul It grows larger every minute With nothing left to throw inside I just feel discontent Hollow and unhappy in my own skin Nyx

Walk away

My perception sees wrong intention Is my perception real Is this sinking feeling justified Take take take That’s what I see She takes takes takes Until there is only a shell of me I used to want to give But sometimes giving is not enough I realize today That sometimes the only answer Is to … Continue reading Walk away

Let the games begin

Some days are so hard When my mind is against me Making things harder than they need to be So I fight to stop these thoughts It seems I never really win I rise again today Let the games begin Nyx

“We should always be asking ourselves: “ Is this something that is, or is not, in my control?” Epictetus

My Quote for Today

I know nothing with any certainty Except that the world is always changing And everything eventually ends Nyx

False hope

I can have this hope That someday I will write to you And for longer than a few moments A few precious hours I will not suffer That hope dies a little more Every single day Today is another day That a piece of me has been stripped away Left to burn in the flames … Continue reading False hope

Promises

You promised me the words That I wanted to hear Then you told me the truth All the lies that you spoke That I started to fall for Pushed me right out that door Nyx

Born in sin

She walked the world alone Fighting through the images Flashing through her mind Always with a smile Always so kind Underneath it all She feels herself rotting from within She is not from this world She was born in sin Yet she exists And she will keep fighting She will win Nyx

Illusions

There is no path Laid clear before me I want my heart to race I want to feel pride I no longer want to worry I no longer want to feel What I want is reason And everything that is real I have seen so many illusions Along the path I have chosen I will … Continue reading Illusions

Ripped apart

Live and learn they say  Why do we have to learn By being ripped apart Where does the pain end  When does this learning start  I do not believe these words are true  Each piece that is pulled from me  Is another piece gone  I was always this strong  What I have learned is how … Continue reading Ripped apart