I know longer care about life I know longer care about death All I have ever wanted was a father One who loved and protected me Kept me safe from harm As time passes I hope this wish will fade This dream of him and I Instead I sit here in agony Wondering why I … Continue reading Father
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Leave me where I stand
As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx
With every step
Even though I am thrown I somehow find my way Somehow I have grown Into something new Somehow I have grown Smarter with every step All that I can say Is that I will not give up No matter what comes my way I will not stop Because I survive That is what I do … Continue reading With every step
I long for peace
I sit here and I dream About a life without the pain On the inside I just scream In my chest it is always the same The pain stabs through my heart It tears right through my soul Taking everything that I am Until I lose control My mind shuts down My stomach turns As … Continue reading I long for peace
I see the sun
The cage is opened I have stepped through You unlocked the door I owe my life to you You gave me the freedom to keep fighting The strength to push past the door The strength to pick myself up To find who I was before I will never forget what you have done Because … Continue reading I see the sun
Breaking point
At one point or another I think we all break down I have reached a breaking point My emotions have drained me dry At this moment I will let myself cry Nyx
Grip the ledge
You are in the center of the storm Grip the ledge and hold on It's not over yet Do not give up But do not hold your breath Just keep fighting And you will see This is your fate This is your destiny Nyx
Free Fall #2
Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested To see just how much I can take Sometimes I just do not understand Why I never seem to land It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground All I feel is everything pushing me down What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2
I wish for peace tonight
The loneliness grips my beating heart It crushes my chest It rips me apart When I sit still it all comes back All the pain All the heartache Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight
Steady and slow
As the ground is swept away My direction is gone I fight for strength I fight to hold on I know longer see A clear path before me I know longer know Which step to take I know longer see Past this freaking earth quake I thought I knew before What I would see … Continue reading Steady and slow
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