Father

I know longer care about life I know longer care about death All I have ever wanted was a father One who loved and protected me Kept me safe from harm As time passes I hope this wish will fade This dream of him and I Instead I sit here in agony Wondering why I … Continue reading Father

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

With every step 

Even though I am thrown  I somehow find my way  Somehow I have grown Into something new  Somehow I have grown  Smarter with every step  All that I can say  Is that I will not give up  No matter what comes my way  I will not stop  Because I survive  That is what I do  … Continue reading With every step 

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

I see the sun

The cage is opened  I have stepped through You unlocked the door I owe my life to you   You gave me the freedom to keep fighting  The strength to push past the door  The strength to pick myself up To find who I was before  I will never forget what you have done  Because … Continue reading I see the sun

Breaking point

At one point or another  I think we all break down I have reached a breaking point  My emotions have drained me dry  At this moment I will let myself cry  Nyx 

Grip the ledge 

You are in the center of the storm Grip the ledge and hold on  It's not over yet  Do not give up  But do not hold your breath Just keep fighting  And you will see This is your fate  This is your destiny  Nyx

Free Fall #2 

Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested  To see just how much I can take  Sometimes I just do not understand  Why I never seem to land  It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground  All I feel is everything pushing me down  What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2 

I wish for peace tonight 

The loneliness grips my beating heart  It crushes my chest  It rips me apart  When I sit still it all comes back  All the pain  All the heartache  Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did  Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind  Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight 

Steady and slow 

As the ground is swept away    My direction is gone  I fight for strength  I fight to hold on  I know longer see  A clear path before me  I know longer know  Which step to take  I know longer see  Past this freaking earth quake I thought I knew before  What I would see … Continue reading Steady and slow